My father kept my baby teeth
In a clear plastic tube in his sock drawer.
I found them and split them open
With a flathead screwdriver
When I was nine.
He did not raise his voice,
He just looked sad.
I think he knew that
In my growing up
He would have to watch me
Destroy the girl he loved
And learn to love a new one
Over
And over
Again.
—-
…some poem I wrote or something.
It’s a terrible love and I’m walking with spiders
It’s a terrible love and I’m walking in
Its quiet company
And I can’t fall asleep
Without a little help
It takes a while to settle down my ship of woes
Wait ‘til the panic’s out
It takes an ocean not to break